ayla's Favorite Quote: A bitch is a compliment because,a bitch is a female dog, a dog barks, bark is on a tree, tree is part of nature, and nature is beautiful!
SO0O0O FLIPING SAD!!!!!!!!!PLZ TAKE TIME TO READ THIS!!!
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus’ lap. He
loves me and cries with
me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be
your little girl. I
don’t quite understand what has happened. I was so
excited when I began
realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet
comfortable place. I saw I had
fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my
developing, yet not near
ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my
time thinking or
sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a
special bonding between you
and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried
with you. Sometimes you would
yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling
back. I was sad, and hoped
you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried
so much. One day you
cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I
couldn’t imagine why you were
so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing
happened. A very mean
monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was
in. I was so scared, I
began screaming, but you never once tried to help
me. Maybe you never heard
me. The monster got closer and closer as I was
screaming and screaming,
'Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me.'
Complete terror is all I
felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I
couldn’t anymore. Then the
monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad;
the pain I can never
explain. It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to
stop. I screamed in horror
as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such
complete pain, I was dying. I
knew I would never see your face or hear you say how
much you love me. I
wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so
many plans to make you
happy. Now I couldn’t; all my dreams were
shattered. Though I was in utter
pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart
breaking, above all. I wanted
more than anything to be your daughter. No use now,
for I was dying a
painful death. I could only imagine the terrible
things that they had done
to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before
I was gone, but I didn’t
know the words you could understand. And soon, I
no longer had the breath
to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I
was being carried by a huge
angel into a big beautiful place. I was still
crying, but the physical pain
was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on
His lap. He said He loved
me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked
Him what the thing was
that killed me. He answered, 'Abortion. I am sorry,
my child; for I know how
it feels.' I don’t know what abortion is; I guess
that’s the name of the
monster. I’m writing to say that I love you and to
tell you how much I wanted
to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live.
I wanted to live. I had
the will, but I couldn’t; the monster was too
powerful. It sucked my arm and
legs off and finally got all of me. It was
impossible to live. I just wanted
you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn’t want
to die. Also, Mommy,
please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I
love you and I would
hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
one day a kid came into schoo late and the teacher asks why are you late
he says i was late because on top of cherry hill
then like 5minutes later another kid walks in late and the teacher asks again 'y are you late!?'
he says because i was on top of cherry hill
thenone more kid comes late it's a girl and the teacher asks as a joke 'where were you on top of cherry hill to?!'
and she replies 'no i am cherry hill'
little johnny woke up in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom, On the way to bed, he passes his parents room. When he looked in, he noticed the covers bouncing. He called to his dad, " hey dad, what r u doing?'' The dad answered, " playing cards." little johnny asked " whos ur partner?" The dad answered " ur mom." little johnny then passes his older sisters room. Again, he noticed the covers bouncing. He called to his sister, " Hey Sis what r u doing?" The sister answered, " Playing cards." littly johnny asked , with who?" she answered " My boyfriend" A little while after, the dad got up and went to the bathroom. As he passed little johnnys room, he noticed the covers bouncing. He called to his son, " what r u doing?" little johnny answered, " Playing cards" the Dad asked , " Really? Whose ur partner?" little johnny answered, " You dont need a partener if u have a good hand!"
HEY PPLZ PLZZZZ POST A COMMENT ON MY PAGE I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT!!!!WOULD U ALSO PLZZZ ADD ME AS UR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE U!!!LOVEME!!!
~*~.::FlutterFly::.~*~
OMG U Guys this is getting on my nerves so0o0o0o00 bad!!!!!!!!!Well not really but who said i couldnt say it could???Well anywho....My name is Ayla and like the only person who is aloud to call me "A" is my teacher Mr.Hart!!!!!Like me and my friend christina made nicknames for eachother and stuff and mine is FlutterFly!!!So0o0o0o if ur posting me acomment or something like that then put 2 FlutterFly!!NOT to "A" or Ayla!!!!Cuz it gets on my flipin nerves when people say that!!!Cuz like my name gets really annoying if I hear it alot!!!I dont know why but it does!!!!!!!So0o0o0o like yeah.Cya L8RZ!!!LoVe Y oU gUyS lOtS!!!!!!!!!!! ~*~..::FluttlerFly::..~*~
face ur fears
Measure Your Fears - Would You, Wouldn't You, You Did
Pet a snake:
did
Spend a week in an empty room:
wouldnt
Ride in a hot-air balloon:
wouldnt
Sky dive:
wouldnt
Sing in front of a huge audience:
did
scuba dive:
would
Sit in the front seat of a roller coaster:
did
Deliver a baby:
would
Swim across the Amazon River:
wouldnt
Change careers:
would
Disappear for a long period of time:
would
Walk through the forest alone at night:
wouldnt
Join a space mission:
wouldnt
Tell everyone what you honestly think of them:
did
Call off your wedding:
wouldnt
Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour:
would
Walk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl:
would
Disarm a bomb:
would
CLean the outside windows of a skyscraper:
wouldnt
Draw a mustache on the Mona Lisa with a permanent marker:
Take the quiz: 'What Specific Sport Are You?' CheerLeading YOU ARE CHEERLEADING! You are Preppy and love 2 run around and do stunts, you also like to yell alot, and talk alot
The Merciless Child Little girls don't like being kept in a house all day..so when you tried to sneak out through your window, your butler pulled you in. You hit your head on your vanity and, while you were unconcious, were beat to death by the butler. He was good with his hiding skills and hid you away in your closet, poseing you as a doll. You walk amoung the living now, as a ghost, killing all that try to touch you. Pedophiles or not...you are The Merciless Child.
Your death will be murder....Most likely because your a very social person and everyone knows you, but there is one person lurking in the shadows that is so jealous of you or is so obsessed they end up killing you...There are many ways of being murdered...it depends on the person, but your death will either be slow and painful (like being stabed to death) or quiek and painless (like a gunshot to the head).
Take the quiz: 'Which Barbie Are You?' Cheerleader Barbie Wow, you got all the spirit. Watch what you eat, barbie.....you gotta keep those thighs nice and firm (for jumping, of course (what did you think I meant?). You got an amazing set of lungs (for shouting cheers! Again? What did you think I meant?). You go girl.
My DrInK
You Are a Mai Tai
You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive.
And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away.
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.
She walks to school with a lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holding back; Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday, She hides the bruises with the linen and lace; oh
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask, It's hard to see the pain behind the mask; Bearing the burdon of a secret storm, Sometimes she wishes she was never born;
Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.
Concrete Angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night, The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights; A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate, When morning comes it will be too late.
Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.
Concrete Angel
A statue stands in a shaded place, An angel girl with an upturned face; Her name is written on a polished rock, A broken heart that the world forgot.
Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.
Concrete Angel
Winnie The Pooh Rocks!!!jk
Deep in the hundred acre woods Where Christopher Robin plays You'll find an enchanted neighborhood Of Christophers childhood days A donkey named Eyeore is his friend And Kanga and little Roo Theres rabbit and piglet And theres Owl But most of all Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh Winnie the Pooh Tubby and Cubby all stuffed with fluff He's Winnie the Pooh Winnie the Pooh Willy nilly silly old bear
Grandpa lyrics!!
When you fucked grandpa Did he tell you that he loved you Did he hold you till the sun did rise And did he look into your eyes And ask you to falate him And stick a finger or two in his ass
*Chorus* He seems like a to-tal ass-hole Grandpa is a tottal fucking asshole Who would ever want a dirty greasy finger in his ass... He rubs his dick in broken glass
Whne you fucked grandpa Did he kiss you soft and tender Did he tie your hands behind you head And was it on your mothers bed
*Chorus sung softly under these words* This is fucken stupid man I cant beleive you would actually have sex with your own grandfather I mean you guys are related What is he gonna do Take out his false teeth and set them next to your bed Man you like to fuck him i the bum And have everyone come in and watcha dn start masterbate And cum all over the place This is stupid I hate you all I am not even gonna go home and have sex with my mom tonight This is stupid I hate you!
Posted By: Krissy, Oct 11, 2005 | 7:09 pm hey ayla sup???hey we can't talk on here unles u want to cause this is jess now cause krissy doesn't use the me.com thing so0o yea she gave it to mee ok ok!
Love~jessica~
Posted By: jessica, Oct 10, 2005 | 8:40 pm like hi!so0o0o like sup?!?!?
n/m/h just chillin!hey i thought that u and chris were going out???and did he really cry?????why are u already calling him a loser u loser j/p lol!
well like so0o0o0o...yea well thers like nothing to say so0o like ttul
LoVe~johnny bravo~lmoa
hey i stole ur pic lol
hey gurl!!!like so0o are u and chris still friends though??and did he seriously cry??????and so0o u and jess aren't like calling eachother sluts and stuff???
hey gurl!!!!!what's up?!?!?!? not much here just kinda bored!well like do u and jess still HATE eachother cause she said u still talk to her and are ACTING nice but idk
Unusual and uncompromising.
You're usually the first to discover a new trend.
You appreciate a good meal and good company.
You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern.
Take the quiz: 'Which Care Bear Are You? (Pictures)' You Are Champ Bear! Champ Care Bear is a real sports star. He's great at every sport, but he's even better at sharing the real prizes of sports fun, fitness, friendship and learning to be your best. He even shows this with his symbol. A golden trophy with a star.
best longest survey ever
~*basics*~
ok first off what's your name ((full name))??:
Ayla bucknell
how old are you??:
11
height??:
5'2
eye color??:
blue
hair color??:
brown
are you male or female??:
female
what grade ((if any)) are you in??:
6th
tattoos ((if no, do you want one))??:
eww omg no
peircings ((if none do you want some))??:
i have ears and belly done
heritage??:
native american
religion??:
christian
boy/girlfriend??:
not at the time
if no why and who do you wish was??:
idk kole
job??:
nope
~*school*~
what school do you go to??:
faulconer-chapman
what are it's colors??:
red black and silver
what's the mascot??:
the titans
favorite subject??:
writing
least favorite??:
science
favorite teacher??:
mr.hart
least favorite??:
mrs.scott
why do you go to school and why the one you go to??:
cuz i have 2 and cuz i want 2
what's your major ((if applicable))??:
none
what do you want to do after you graduate??:
sing
who's the hottest/prettiest person there??:
devin jordan hottes/bell marshall prettiest
who's the ugliest/fugliest person there??:
kevin dirks
who's the nicest??:
rachel hayden
who's the rudest/bitchiest??:
adrianna
~*favorites and why*~
movie??:
amityville horror
how about least favorite and why??:
mary poppins its so dumb
singer??:
idk
least and why??:
idk
band??:
good charlote
least and why??:
simple plan is gc wanna be's
season??:
summer its hot like me
pie??:
apple
drink??:
mt.dew
animal??:
dog
age??:
21
grade??:
6th
song??:
puke
instrument??:
drums
sport??:
v-ball
tv show??:
boys meet world
actor??:
idk
actress??:
idk
lollipop??:
idk
candy ((non-chocolate))??:
taffy
chocolate??:
snickers
tv show??:
the real world
food??:
idk
drink??:
mt.dew
color??:
blue
place to think??:
my room
place to makeout??:
park
place to... ya know??:
umm nowhere
place to be in general??:
with friends
person ((male))??:
kole
person ((female))??:
christina
~*in my room*~
what color is your room??:
white
how big??:
ok size
what size bed??:
double
how many pillows??:
like5
((honestly)) do you still sleep with stuffed animals??:
no
has is always been your room??:
no
what's the most valuable possesion in there??:
my c.d.s and me!
what's the most priceless??:
idk
what's the most cherished??:
idk
what's the weirdest thing that's ever happened in there??:
umm tons of girls changing shirts like 10times
what's the most number of people you have had in there at once??:
like 15
tell the truth... can you see the floor??:
yeah
if so what color is it??:
brown i think
who else ((if anyone)) sleeps in the bed with you??:
no1
~*what if*~
you could be a bird for a day where would you go and why??:
in a tree cuz i wanna
the person who posted this before you said they liked you what would do??:
say aww how sweet
you could have any superpower ever, what would it be and why??:
hypmotize ppls
the world were to end tomorrow, who would you confess your love to??:
justin broshears
you had 3 wishes... what would they be and why??:
that devin jordan went out with me....that me and jess didnt fight....that i had a huge room
~*who*~
do you have a crush on??:
cole
do you think is the hottest person ever ((not celebrities)):
josh hill
do you think is the hottest person ever ((including celebrites)):
eminem
do you want to see at this very moment??:
bri
do you miss??:
bri
do you want to call, but are too scared??:
josh hill
is your funniest friend??:
brandon
goofiest??:
brandon
loudest??:
nickie
most shy??:
sarina
most perverted??:
chris
has the most morals??:
huh?
obsesses way too much??:
bri
do you think will really go places in life??:
maby
do you wish you could kiss??:
cole
would you beat the shit our of and why??:
alisha
do you want to say something to but can't and why??:
adrianna but she is a drama starter
~*would you ever*~
french a llama??:
eww hell no
eat your weight in jello??:
uck no
play the guitar with your feet and then lick the strings??:
if i had 2
pretend you and 2 of your friends are the 3 stooges and go slap people??:
hell yeah
eat your enemy's shit for a million dollars??:
nope
throw up and then it eat again for $1.00??:
nope
~*in a boyfriend/girlfriend*~
what is the most important quality ((non-physical)):
personality
the most important quality ((physically)):
humor
what eye color do you like??:
blue
hair color??:
blonde
hair style??:
shoulder shaggy
height??:
5'4 or taller
body type??:
skinny but not 2 skinny
style??:
sk8r
what do you notice first ((physically)):
eyes
what do you notice first ((non-physically)):
hair
what do you want most out of a relationship??:
just..idk
do you believe in love at first sight??:
nope
love after getting to know someone better??:
yeah
love at all??:
yeah
~*do you want to*~
get married??:
eventually
have kids ((if yes how many and what would youl name them))??:
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
70 percent chance There is a strong chance he likes you. No, a 70 percent is not average at it. In fact, it's a very good result. Everything seems to be in place for him to have a crush on you. Now, use your own judgement to decide from here. Does he turn bright red around you? Does he always seem to be following you around, but never says anything? That's a shy guy. If he's more outgoing... well, that's a bit more obvious. Use your senses, and good luck. I would say for you to go for it. He seems to like you.
Females were born to be sensitive and so emotional.
God made it that way for a reason.
We were created to nurture life.
and to transfer our emotions to our families, friends, children.
He also instilled another feeling in us.......The feeling of knowing that our spouse, mate, companion, boyfriend, or man is in love with us deeply.
We, women.........
Need the signs.........
We need the expressions..........
We desire everything good to come out of our men.....
And that's why when guys cry....its unbelievable.
Because they hold so much to save their image.
Even if their feelings were hurt or they can't make ends meet...........
When they cry, its like life starting over again.
Nothing compared to ours.
When we cry, they think its genetic.
(Women are s'posed to cry)
But when a MAN CRYS!
Its heaven on Earth.
And that makes their woman love them more.
When you finally see the tears that your man has shed.
You know that he's alive, and that God did instill emotions in him too.
You're whole again........and you're alive again
ANd wiping those tears, kissing those tears, and him saying 'I Love YOu' with those tears.........
Reminds you that things are so lovely........
And that he's there.
In your presence...........
the both of you, crying emotions away......
Take the quiz: 'What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)' Eden You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
Take the quiz: 'What sex dessert are you? *PICS*' whip cream you like it all over...doesnt matter where it is...you love partying and being wild...do you like whips and chains too? YOU WHORE!
Take the quiz: 'Are you a Freak? ((pics))' Your not Too much of a freak! You don't really care about sex. To you, there are more important things to worry about and sex doesn't need to interfere with it. You do like to have sex every once and a while but nothing out of the ordinary.
Take the quiz: 'WHAT DO YOU REALLY LOOK LIKE? pics' Hot You know that you are hot you know every possible trend and in a way you have your own great style.
ThIs Is So NoT TrUe!!
Take the quiz: 'Are you overweight. (Real Results)' You are underweight. You are underweight and I highly suggest you start gaining weight. Breads and pastas (noodles) are healthy for you...they give you energy but can also add some weight. ITS NOT HEALTHY TO BE UNDERWEIGHT. If you have problems eating...see a doctor.
Take the quiz: 'Who is your famous soul mate? (For Girls)' Eminem Wow! Your Ideal guy is Eminem!! The bad boy of music, everyone thinks he is tough, but not you. You know on the inside, he's sensitive, and you're lucky enough that he shares that with you.
I'm just looking to get to know you