The Name: Stephanie Louise Atkins.
The Birthday:Wednesday 10th October 1990 - do the math.
The gender: Female (hope that's obvious but if not, now you know ey!)

My hair's dyed dark brown (not black) and it's shit tbh! My eyes are blue most the time, and aparently my pupils are normally big so it looks like I'm stoned most the time, but I'm not. I've never been stoned and probably never will be, I don't see the point in drugs, or smoking. But alcohol, that's a different story.

I am very weak, physically, and I'm quite short compared to most of my friends, I'm not too bothered though. I don't have the best social life in the world and tbh I spend too much time on the computer, but the friends I do have I'm grateful for, and wouldn't swap them for anything.

I usually make out that my mam makes my life shit, and to some degree she does, but tbh I know she's just looking out for me really, and I do love her more than the world, even if I don't show it. My dad, on the other hand, I couldn't give two fucks about, he never tries to see me, for the first few weeks this bothered me, now I don't give a shit tbh. I get spoilt by my grandad and I love it. I'd go live with him if I could but he smokes, and it gives me migrains.

I Love my friends to bits, my real ones that is, none of them 'ooo I met you once and now I love you' type of friends, ones I can actually tell things to and I can trust them to keep it to themselves!

I have changed ALOT in the last 2ish years tbh. I've become louder and more confident..I reccon it's a good thing. My views on people in general have changed alot too, I've come to realise that you can't trust most people, and going outside now is almost like giving yourself a death scentence, it's violent out there, but me being me, still go out.

I take wayyyy too many photos. (and in my opinion, black and white photos are better) However, I ain't vain, and I don't love myself. And even though it don't seem like it, I can be very camera shy at times.
Apparenly I come across as a flirt, but 4/5 times, I'm just being friendly
. I have a huge fascination with sex tbh. I love it. In particular, up the wall sex or shower sex. I love not being in control during it this involves handcuffs, blindfolds etc. And having my neck bitten is an instant turn on. I's glady have sex with males and females, even at the same time tbh. Yes I'd have a threesome, but tbh I'd rather have it with a guy and a girl than with two guys. Most people find what I've done abit shocking because I come off as shy and innocent to most, but they are far from the truth. I sometimes act slutty, according to some people, but I only do when I'm drunk tbh. Not that it's a good thing. Wanna know anything else about this topic, or any others tbh, feel free to message me.

I sometimes listen to weird music, no I don't need to stick to one genre of music, I listen to what I like, and I mean it when I say I like all types of music. (I think my playlist actualy rocks. You should listen to it sometime.) I love getting drunk, not because I think it's 'cool' but because I enjoy the feeling of not being in control. I also love to sleep, and I tend to act weird (according to some people). Sometimes I can be really immature, but other times really uh mature..lol, I'm too dirty minded for my own good...

I'm totally scared of veins tbh, no idea why, but I can't stand them, or anything to do with wrists. I am a pushover and can easily be persuaded to do something I don't want to. I'm quite easily bribed too. However, I do have my limits, and if I'd rather walk off a cliff, I will refuse.
I'm very easily pleased, just give me sweets or cuddles and I'm happy. Sometimes I get really upset over silly things but that rarely happens and most the time I'm a fairly cheerful person. I love to laugh.
I have a tendancy to not talk much around people I first meet, but just keep talking to me, and eventually I'll open up. I talk mostly about shit that has no significance in life what so ever, so if I bore you just tell me to shut up. I can't stand having responibility over other people, it scares me. This is probably why I find it so hard to make decissions on the spot or to speak up if I want to do something.
I don't fall for people very easily, I tend to keep an emotional distance from them. But when I do fall, I fall hard.

I'm a pretty friendly person, or I like to think so! I do have a mean streak like, but not many people have seen it. That's cos it takes ALOT to get me angry. And when I say alot I mean ALOT!
I surprise people alot aswell, most people think I am shy...but I'm not, and the more you get to know me, the more you'll realise that!

Tarr for reading.



Likes:

hmm simple things in life. I love food tbh, especially if I know it's not good for me. Sometimes I could murder for chocolate. As for drinks I like anything alcoholic, except Baileys (it makes me ill)and I am addicted to energy drinks.

Sleeping is something I like to do as well cos am a lazy fuck tbh, though recently I've had a reason to stay up till like 5am and get by with around 4 hours sleep. Don't mind though, I'd rather be up with them..or in bed with them! ;)

I like hanging out with my friends and doing really stupid things tbh. I have a video camera so most of it tends to be caught on film! We like to make videos.

sex.music.alcohol.

the word(s) 'tbh'



Dislikes:

Veins. I can not stand them tbh, they make me cringe so bad. looking at them makes me feel ill, and even thinking about them makes me feel abit iffy. If people play with them, or pretend to cut them, infront of me I come close to a panic attack. Actually cut them and I probably would.

I hate spiders and insects, tbh why do they need so many legs. The way they walk scares the shit outa me.

I hate it when people add me to msn just to find out if I have a webcam, (or naked pictures), yes ok, I do, but you'll prolly never see me on it. Get over it. I'm not gonner strip or finger myself for you, I don't even fucking know you!

I hate my body. Especially my legs. The only bit of myself I actually like is my eyes. And don't try tell me my body doesn't suck cos tbh, my minds made up.

I hate the fact that you can't go outside anymore without having the threat of getting beat up. Tbh, a way a person dressed doesn't determin their personality, and they shouldn't be judged because of it. If they wanna look different, fucking let them and get over it already. On the other hand, I don't know why somepeople dislike ALL chavs because of a few they have met. Tbh I know alot of mint chavs, and I have quite alot of, 'chav' friends. And I like it.

My mother is too over protective of me and tbh it's annoying cos I'm hardly allowed to go new places or meet new people. I don't like not being able to talk to her about stuff, and I can't go to her with problems without being showted at. If I let someone hurt me is my own fault aparently, and if I cry I get shouted at. I do love her, though we don't have the best of relationships tbh.

I listen to all types of music and tbh I get annoyed by people who judge me after hearing just one song I like. For example, my profile song. That doesn't mean I only listen to that type of music, it just means I like the song. Accept it.